XX — The Battle with the Past

It is stored in a microscopic packet of energy, and it is this stored energy of the negative past which can often times come to call when not wanted. Our superior function of being doesn't have the ability to know this, and the pockets of past negative experience are stored as prophylactic measures to help us deal with future similar experiences if we so need. But this ability of our superior beings to throw up, as it were, a memory and experience we would rather not feel brings the contrary to happy thoughts and feelings, and like a bright, sunny day, our days can turn like the storm which smashes through the feelings of joy. These memories, our emotions have indelibly set to stone, as it were, in our mind and being, and the merest similarity will unleash them. But we can challenge them if we understand the resonant field which both holds and sets them free, and the reactions of our bodies are that we feel them deep within to be real when we know the reality outside is not the past, but the present. The emotions, though, will not be denied, and they will break through and come to call whether you like it or not. These actions are performed within the fleeting moment of a nano-second, and being so quick of entry they cannot be barred from appearing; they will have their day whether we allow them in the present second or not. It is as though, the emotions and their excitement of the neurotransmitters have created a whole new world of reality, and they have deemed the present stimulus to be a truth of reality that must be dealt with by our experience of the past.

And it is not a stimulus to become negative with emotion, it is a catalyst for other engines of reaction to help deal with this false fear which our emotion deem to be real. We begin to shift in our body; our eyes fleet around; our limbs become edgy; our breathing increases. The molecular change is almost incredible as it can happen in the briefest of seconds. We are under the control of the past and we are being controlled by the past. The vibrational energy emitted and resounding in our being has its own frequency, and to the tune of this frequency, our bodies harmonise and all that is negative we begin to feel. All this has happened on the resonant level and must be dealt with at the resonant level. We have only discussed one example of this unwanted calling of the past, but if allowed the liberation of creation, our emotions will create them every time it meets an unknown event. And as this circus of quasi-reality takes hold, our immune system is suppressed because of the fight or flight syndrome, and the effect of this is that we can become ill, not only with 'feeling down and weighted down,' but more disturbingly with physical illnesses such as depression and diseases.

Some will say that it is our thoughts which create our emotions, and it is our emotions which create our experience, but the emotions are created by the passage of present reality penetrating our beings and bringing a false and past reality to help us deal with the present reality. This change or shift happens before thoughts intervene, and the thoughts are merely reactions, sulphur charged happenings to give the energy of emotion more impact to change and alter the present state of our beings.